guffawsungraciously | psl time: single dad au edition

Well, it would be a good sign she likes it, at the very least.

[Celestine yawns and wiggles sleepily, not quite sure if she wanted to be awake, especially since now she’s even more comfortable than she was...

...

Hey, that guy she spent a lot of time with is back! She is kind of surprised, but like, in a good way, so it does wake her up just a little more. She is not making any more frustrated noises, instead just looking more alert!]

...well, she is not in distress, at the very least.

[ah, so cute....]

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[Hendrik watches carefully, still learning Celestine's little mannerisms and looking for cues to her being upset. Contrary to being upset at being awakened, she seems to look more ... interested. He hums in thought.]

She seems to be looking at you. You may have trouble moving away lest she thinks you are disappearing again.

Ah, well, I suppose I will have to spend some quality time with my daughter, then. How dreadful.

[He gently pats her on the head and smiles...]

I wonder if she ought to be introduced to her new toys now, while I have her attention?

I see no reason why not. It may be rather unexciting, depending on if she will even understand what she is seeing.

[As far as he can tell, the worst Jasper can do is scare her by moving too fast with the toys.

He steps back to walk over to where the toys and baby supplies are arranged.]

Is there anything in particular you want to introduce to her?

That is the issue, is it not... well, the stuffed animals may very well keep her company, at the very least. I do not know if they would help her feel less lonely if people must leave her line of sight.

[Honestly, this would be so much easier if babies were born a little bit smarter... why can’t they have object permanence right out the gate!]

[Unsure what may interest Jasper, Hendrik picks up several of the stuffed toys and carries them back for his selection. After all, Jasper's not allowed to disappear from Celestine's sight now.]

It is interesting, is it not? Even a child so young can know when they are completely alone.

[...

If he thinks about it more, he supposes it makes sense. The baby would have grown used to the heartbeat and warmth of the mother.]

I suppose it is natural for people to desire to be with other people.

But it is not as though she truly is...

[...]

I suppose I do understand, though. Particularly when things have been so turbulent for her and she does not quite understand any reassurances.

[...even when he was old enough to properly understand these sorts of things, it was...

...

Not the easiest thing to swallow. He gently takes Celestine’s tiny hand between his forefinger and thumb and just kind of looks at her pensively...]

[As Jasper falls into a contemplative silence, Hendrik continues standing there, watching. As the silence stretches on, he shifts his weight from foot to foot, somewhat uncomfortable. The lack of distraction causes him to focus on the fact that he's still without his shirt, and he heads off to retrieve his shirt at long last.]

Fortunately, she does not have to worry about you going anywhere. Unless you had any intentions of taking an assignment out at sea.

...

[aw fuck that is a possibility, isn’t it. Especially given... you know...

...]

Perhaps she could get her sea legs early enough.

[He gently rocks Celestine’s bassinet with a smile.]

It cannot be too different in calmer waters, can it? Though I suppose there is no guarantee of those.

[That... That was a joke, right? He couldn't possibly be thinking of taking a baby out to sea?]

I would imagine it may delay her ability to walk. With the rocking of a ship and such.

[Er. He really shouldn't be humoring that idea. He walks back over to offer the small slime plush to Jasper. The rest of the toys pressed to his chest with one arm while his hand holds his shirt.]

Here. If something else, she may eventually think this is a pillow.

Ah, yes, of course. That would be unfortunate...

[His brows furrow, though. What does he do if he has to be stationed away from her...

...ah, right, toys! He'll take the slime and hold it out to her.]

See, I did not just get you a bed, Celestine. I procured some friends for you!

[...she is at least looking at it! She's not scared! ...but, um, it's still hard to read her reactions outside of that...]

[...Hm.]

Perhaps she is still a little tired.

[That's probably a generous assumption. He adjusts some of the other toys in case Jasper wants to set some of them in the crib.

And he should ... really...]

Jasper, you-- er, you would not seriously consider a sea assignment now, would you?

...perhaps she simply needs some time to learn how to express herself.

[She does at least follow it with her eyes as he puts it next to her bassinet, so that's... something!]

I imagine it is difficult, being her age and having absolutely no idea how to do anything.

[...but he does... think that over...]

...

Not unless there was no other option, no.

[If things were normal, he wouldn't be worried about it, but...

...

He's worried.]

[...

The hesitation isn't comforting. When he looks at Jasper, his eyes focused on his new daughter, he can see concern.

The source of that concern is a little less clear, but it obviously would have to do with potentially being separated from Celestine.

Seafaring knights received a considerable commission due to being stationed away from Heliodor and any guard posts in the kingdom. If it was a matter of money...

...So...]

You may be interested to know that Lazarite had you on his shortlist even before I recommended you for succession.

...ah, is that so?

[That at least shakes Jasper out of his ruminations, and he sounds legitimately hopeful. If Lazarite recommended him for his position, it might be somewhat suspect if the king turned it down...

...but he doesn't know that for sure. Maybe he should temper his expectations...]

I will hope that his considerations reach the king, then, and I will doubly hope that the king agrees with his recommendations.

[He knows now of the friction between His Majesty and his friend, so the way Jasper phrases his hopes both makes sense and saddens him.

...And yet. Something about what he's said strikes him as odd.

...

It takes him a long moment to realize what it is.]

I... Now that I am thinking about it, I do not think His Majesty's approval is needed for you to be appointed as Lazarite's successor.

[...

you know... you know... he'd been distracted by thinking of all the things that could go wrong that he hadn't thought through the strategic implications of how this could go right.

It's true. If the "king" did go out of his way to censure Lazarite, it would probably look really suspicious in a way that would be difficult for others to write off. Then, maybe, he could have an easier time exposing the demon... or, if the demon didn't take that risk, he'd get the promotion he wanted.

Either way, it's a win for him, and it does cheer him up a bit.]

Well, do let Sir Lazarite know that I am open to a meeting to discuss the possibility at any time. I do have a new responsibility to take care of, admittedly, but it is not as though other knights do not manage to balance their families with their careers.

[Hendrik is still trying to think through his rather complicated tangle of facts. Lazarite had opted not to officially be named the new chief of staff because he still intended to retire as soon as possible -- even if that was three years ago now. Lazarite did not necessarily need his approval for choosing a successor; Lazarite was keeping him in the loop primarily because he and the chosen successor would have to work together.]

I will pass on that information when I see him next -- either tomorrow or the day after. I am sure he will be mindful to give you enough to arrange for a sitter.

[He shifts his attention back to Celestine in her bassinet for a moment, then looks at the toys he's still holding. He makes the bold move to put the platypunk toy in a rounded corner of the bassinet by her feet, its tail curled around its base. He'd considered the teddy bear, but the platypunk had less of a chance of falling over.]

[Oh... another new... friend? Celestine is interested, but it's not quite clear what kind of interest it is yet. Maybe when she has motor control outside of wiggling...]

I am sure he will, as well. He always struck me as a reasonable man, but he has certainly been... dealing with much over the past few years.

[...hmmm...]

And I do have one lined up, but I am hoping to have her walk me through a few things as well...

[He smiles when he notices Celestine's eyes following his hand as he puts the toy in the bassinet, carefully reaching over to play with one of her tiny feet.]

Ah, yes, I am sure there is still much to learn. Babies develop quickly in the space of a few weeks.

[He tilts his head as he thinks.]

There must be books available as well. But my mother seemed to learn everything she needed to know from family and friends.

I did hear something about two weeks being old enough for her to be on her chest for short periods, and that that is necessary for proper growth, but I am not certain I want to do it unsupervised.

[He watches Hendrik play with her and smiles when she wiggles and lets out a squeak. It’s not a distressed squeak, so it’s fine...! It’s very cute.

...

b...oth of them. Goddess. Why is the large wall of muscle so adorable... he’s like a former puppy that’s grown into his very large paws, yet has effectively the same personality...

...anyway, he uh. He should continue on that line of thought.]

I suppose there is no shortage of people to ask, at the very least. People do so love her thus far.

[Not wanting to overstimulate the baby, Hendrik only plays with her foot for a little while before reaching up to give her wispy blue hair an affectionate strike and withdrawing his hand. He's still smiling when he turns to look at Jasper.

It ... takes him a moment to remember to say something, those gold eyes looking at him with an unexpected warmth. Not that he can't be warm, but it's an expression he's seen little of in years.]

Mm... Yes, I am sure you will have your pick of a number of volunteers. Myself included, should our schedules align.

You will at the very least need to stop in and say hello every so often. She seems to have taken a shine to you already.

[Celestine burbles positively, almost as if in agreement, and Jasper strokes her hair as well.]

I imagine it would do you both good, given how much you already clearly adore her.

[...he kind of wants to tease Hendrik about making time to find a nice girl and start a family with her, but he can’t do it. Not now. Somehow, it was easier years before, when he still kind of... maybe felt a certain way... in roughly the same amount... but...

...

He should probably get over it at some point, shouldn’t he...]

I am sure it is only a matter of exposure. She may have protested more had she understood I was reading a history book to her.

[...Not that there's anything wrong with history books! They just do not seem like usual fare for reading to babies and small children.]

But I would be happy to stop by whenever I am able. Besides Celestine, I am sure I owe you more than a few visits.

[His smile is apologetic even as he looks away, setting down the rest of the stuffed toys close to the bassinet and busying himself finally putting on his shirt.]

Well, she is my daughter, after all. She may very well have enjoyed them even if she did know you were reading her history books.

[Jasper begins arranging the stuffed animals around the bassinet for... well... aesthetics, at the moment. They look like a bunch of fluffy sentinels keeping an eye on the baby, really.]

You do practically owe me interest at this point in that regard.

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